AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I just want to scream! You every feel like you just want to let loose. Like, scream or punch the shit out of somebody. I just have so much anger in me right now. Most likely, because of the time of the year. I should be in a good mood because it is like 20 days til my 21st birthday. But, something happened about 2 year ago that has ruined it. I am so on edge I hate feeling this way. I keep thinking about it and thinking about it. I still remember the whole thing. Well, God won't put more on you then you can bare, but this is hard. I don't want to talk about it, think about it, or even recognized it happened. AHHHHHHH!!!!!