Just Thoughts

You ever feel like you just do and do all the time and no one appreciates it. I feel that. I feel like I just want to make it work, but maybe its doomed to fail. I don't know. Can I honestly say I want to be with this person for the rest of my life? It's a scared thought especially since I am only 20. I don't want to hurt him, but I don't know if I want to do it anymore. That is such a horrible thing to say. I love him there is no question about it I just want it to be nature no more trying to make it work, or changing things around to make it work I want it to be easy. Just chill and easy.